I was clipping my toe nails yesterday. I know, I can’t contain my excitement over that too. 😂 What got my attention is that I am using a set of clippers I have had for over 10 years probably closer to 15.

I was going through some old photos of Michaela and I. I was remembering memories associated to the photos, but it spun off into more and more memories. Miss her so fucking much - miss us holding hands and snuggling on the couch as we watched Star Wars or Lord of the Rings.

I think the DMV gets a bad wrap. Just like attorneys often get a bad wrap. Not every DMV employee is horrible. Not every attorney is a horrible person.

A month of dates. 

I have a spot on the counter where objects that I don’t know what to do with end up. Right now I have a big bowl that captures smaller things, but some objects that end up there

I felt like I need to do an apology because I am having a hard time keeping in touch with people.

For my 50th birthday I was going to get just the word yes. It was just a couple weeks before my birthday that M was diagnosed the first time with cancer.

It is 3 o’clock in the afternoon. I sit in the middle of the bed not on my side, not on her side